I am sitting in my cosy room with a new flavour of tea right in front of me and my favourite music playing in the background. I just did some Yoga and spend the morning outside with my dog and my boyfriend, breathing in fresh air, being amazed by the beauty of a frozen forest underneath a blue sky, writing poetry... My day has been amazing so far. It was a good day. Yesterday was a good day, too. And when I look at my journal I realise that I had a lot of good days this year.
But there were also bad days. Nights in which I stayed awake in my bed for hours, contemplating life, my future, the terrible person I saw myself as.
This should be a wrap-up post for November, already too late a few days, but I have decided to turn it into something else entirely. For two reasons: I yet have to reevaluate my Nano-experience, and today when I walked through that beautiful place with the two most important beings in my life I realised something: I am better.
